Tuesday, October 28, 2008

mendung...

"wat u give u get back"...statemnt ni sgt2 sesuai ngn era..hmm ntah sape yg dapat skang n sape yg wat skang nie..era pkr era ni da mlampau..tp de lg org yg lg mlampau...apela ade kt kpale die smp snggup wat era cmnie..sejahat2 era,era msih utamakan die..pndek kt smua era repot,slagi era gtau xde yg era btl2 niat utk tipu..ntahla..xbest la cite pasal perasaan nie..mmg sgt2 bingung skang nie..tp kpercayaan era mmg sgt2 tipis da utk die..era sgt sedih:( yg penting era kn kuatkn smngt..era byk tanggungjwb utk dr sndr, ma n abah...
"ya Allah..jika die benar utkku dekatkanlah htnye dgn htku, jika dia bkn milikku, damaikanlah htku dengan ketentuanmu...ya Allah engkaulah tempat ku bergantung harapanku..ku harap diriku snts dibwh rahmatmu..."

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

oRang yang Era SaYAng :)


Apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu.
Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya.
Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang.
Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu, kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut.
Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik

Monday, October 20, 2008

braye @ johor


braye sakan sem nie..sabtu ahad we all jelajah joho..hihi..dr kulai ke senai ke bt pahat blik..best bgt..dpt mkn ngn byk n rs mskan johor..but last trip era miss..era xjoin dorg g pontian..aritu cm xsmngat ckit nk g..ni abg bulat punye pasalla..hihi..mlm tu k.a.m.i g umah kak wan..dpt men ngn afikah..huhuhu..

aku BerSujuD

Aku bersujud.. aku berdoa
menyerah padaMu.. Ya Tuhanku
aku memohon.. keringanan hati
menentukan pilihan.. menuju rahmatMu

Ya Tuhanku.. Ya Tuhanku
Ya Tuhanku.. Ya Allah

Aku malu berharap Engkau mengerti lagi
atas kesalahan yang pernah aku perbuat
hati dan perasaanku mulai teruji
selembut doa dalam hati
Kau mengetahui

Kala panggilanMu
aku mohon ampunilah aku
Aku bersujud.. aku berdoa
hanyalah padaMu.. Ya Tuhanku
aku memohon.. keringanan hati
menentukan pilihan.. menuju rahmatMu

Aku bersujud.. aku berdoa
hanyalah padaMu.. Ya Tuhan
aku memohon.. keringanan hati
menentukan pilihan.. menuju rahmatMu

Ya Tuhan.. Ya Tuhanku
Ampuni dosaku [Ya Allah]
Ampuni dosaku [Ya Allah]
Ampuni dosaku [Ya Allah]

BlaMe It ON mE:(

As life goes on
I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize
that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I wanted to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done and the things that havent accured yet
and things they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times I had to go
I'm sorry for fact that I did not know that you were sittin' home just wishin we could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I'd disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not away
that you can't sleep at night when I'm not there
Because I'm in the streets like every day
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in the world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl
I understand there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to look
All the pain you kept inside you even though you might not chose
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'd be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry for the things daddy put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry you have to go and sell those bags
Just tryin to stay busy til you heard from dad
When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
Even though pops treated us like kids
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would have listened and I'd be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the fans came and took me away
I understand there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to look
All the pain you kept inside you even though you might not chose
If I can apologize for being wrong then it's just a shame on me
I'd be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
That they were dead wrong tryin' to put it on me
I'm sorry it took so long to speak
But i was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
Before the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl tryin' to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I'm sorry for the clubs and gettin' shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was i to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer tryin' to entertain
Because I love my fans I will take that blame
Even though the blames on you
Even though the blames on you
Even though the blames on you
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Saturday, September 6, 2008

hari ke6 puasa

hr nie byk sgt agenda yg era wat..lebih kepada kerja luar semua..keje n stadi x sntuh pn..its okie..era akan cover blik nnt..insyaAllah..arinie era wat caramel..huhu..dsebabkan puasa n xley rase, pas berbuka br tau pe rsnye..ckit pahit..hihi..maybe gula dimasak hangit ckit kot..then, era wat "onde2" or kueh mlaka..yg nie okie la cz xde pape ngat..syif masak awl ckit arinie..smp berbuka kami siapkn mknn..berbaloila dok umah sewa..semua kami sediakan..hehe..era mkin okie ckit..era perlu lpkan semua yg bkn capaian akal era.hihihi

Friday, September 5, 2008

ntahle...

malam nie pas mand n slt, era tdo kejap then br bgn utk wat keje..rs xcedap bdn lak mlm nie..xtau knape..maybe byk sgt pkir..risau pasal psm nie..ngah collect data tp...sgt2 rsau..ya Allah permudahkan sgala urusanku ya Allah..aku memohon padamu ya Allah agar aku dpt ciapkan psm dengan baik dan secepat mungkin..
stu perkara lg..era memikirkan smtg..xtau nk wat cane utk senangkan ati nie..xhenti2 pkir apa salah yg telah ku perbuat..era nk semua seperti biasa..tulun...jgn wat mcm nie..:(